Thursday, October 12, 2006
Long time~
Alot of stuff happened during these few weeks. Lives change! Man, i love this life. I mean, for now. Things to look out to- Kai's bdae! I'm actualy making a present for him! Yeah, like OMG... ok, so i don't usually use that word. Sounds weird.. but you know what i'm trying to say. I have to admit, he used to be my least fav member of Gazette, but over time.. well, things change as i said before. He's happiness is so contagious! This project is actually a joint fan present of the Batsu community. we're making an oganizer 2007 for him, since he's a self-proclaimed forgetful person (me too! XD), & he carries ard an organizer to remind him of his scheds. each of those involved are suppose to design a week year of the for them managed to clinch the last few slots for myself & rui, mine being Sept 2-8. i've drew up something for him @ the 1st page & even downloaded photoshop brushes to design it. Ok, i've been learning alot of stuff because of him! Photoshop actually made sense to me now! dang, he's cute! woops.. did i actually said that? XD
Alot of stuff happened during these few weeks. Lives change! Man, i love this life. I mean, for now. Things to look out to- Kai's bdae! I'm actualy making a present for him! Yeah, like OMG... ok, so i don't usually use that word. Sounds weird.. but you know what i'm trying to say. I have to admit, he used to be my least fav member of Gazette, but over time.. well, things change as i said before. He's happiness is so contagious! This project is actually a joint fan present of the Batsu community. we're making an oganizer 2007 for him, since he's a self-proclaimed forgetful person (me too! XD), & he carries ard an organizer to remind him of his scheds. each of those involved are suppose to design a week year of the for them managed to clinch the last few slots for myself & rui, mine being Sept 2-8. i've drew up something for him @ the 1st page & even downloaded photoshop brushes to design it. Ok, i've been learning alot of stuff because of him! Photoshop actually made sense to me now! dang, he's cute! woops.. did i actually said that? XD
Thursday, July 06, 2006
COSFEST COMING!
COSFEST IS ARD THE CORNER!!! WOOOHHOOOOO!!!!! THiS SUNDAY!! 2 days left!
I'm doing Barasuishou of Rozen Maiden Traumend. It's complicated for all i know.
ok, progress--> still haven't FINISH!! AAAAHHH!!!
i jus bought the remaining cloth yesterday night and made the shape. was suppose to cut it & sew it together, but as i lay down to try the trace out, i fell asleep. man, i dun have time for all this! if i sleep, i'm gonna lose out alot. only 2 days.... i'm doing this with Eva & Zhang. Originally Rui was suppose to join us as Suigintou, but she can't make it due to family probs. Haiz... i hope i can finish this soon... some more i need to buy the roses and the purple hairspray. where the HECK can i find purple hairspray? AAAAHH!!
ouch. i hate my contacts! it's hurting! wish i have 6/6 vision, then no need to go to the trouble of wearing contacts. i dun mind wearing specs, but it's abit troublesome when i have to go out. no choice no choice.... -_-||
I'm doing Barasuishou of Rozen Maiden Traumend. It's complicated for all i know.
ok, progress--> still haven't FINISH!! AAAAHHH!!!
i jus bought the remaining cloth yesterday night and made the shape. was suppose to cut it & sew it together, but as i lay down to try the trace out, i fell asleep. man, i dun have time for all this! if i sleep, i'm gonna lose out alot. only 2 days.... i'm doing this with Eva & Zhang. Originally Rui was suppose to join us as Suigintou, but she can't make it due to family probs. Haiz... i hope i can finish this soon... some more i need to buy the roses and the purple hairspray. where the HECK can i find purple hairspray? AAAAHH!!
ouch. i hate my contacts! it's hurting! wish i have 6/6 vision, then no need to go to the trouble of wearing contacts. i dun mind wearing specs, but it's abit troublesome when i have to go out. no choice no choice.... -_-||
Sunday, June 18, 2006
HOLIDAY REVIEW~~~
Yeah! finally i successfully cooked something! well, ok, this isn't my first time cooking, but i'm horrible @ it. put me in the kitchen & expect a fire engulfing the pan. that happened 2 days ago. a 1/2m fire got my pan burn. lucky my family came back to see it. got a heck of a lecturing from dad, but as if i listened. ok, so the whole flat (not to mention the block) will be toast if they didn't come on time. but i dun need the lecture 'cos i realized the danger already. dad's lecturing is = to nagging, i must say, so i dun really listen.
but now, i'm left all alone in this house in s'pore. they all went back, & i gota live here for another week b'cos of skool. the sec/pri skool kids won't start skool till the next 2 wks, so my bus uncle (we call our drivers that) won't be fetching jus for the sake of me, the only poly student in the bus (-_-). any kid would be happy being left alone in the house, but i dun really like it much. makes me feel lonely. i dunno. i don't interact much wif my family. but it's just too... silent in this house. not used to it? nah, i'm used to it. i guess it's jus my pms or something (others: pre menstrual stress. me: post menstrual stress). & i dun hav anyone to cook my meals or do my laundry or whatever. well, i guess i gotta learn the hard way, huh? like the survivor series. only this time, it's one wk instead of 30 days. that would be enuf, since it will be my first time staying by myself this long. GAMBARE NE!!!
oh yeah, haven't been updating u. the hols has been tiring, but fun, in a way. the tiring part is that i hav to go out almost everyday 4 the 2 wks, but it was cool. mostly it was mentorship & EMP grp meetings, but there was abit of cosplay outings too. the mentorship/EMP meetings were fun, bcos i have my closest mentorship & EMP mates with me. we stuck together like glue! yeah yeah! we've decided that even though we're split up (me, melvin, lareina & yanti in one grp, ann, justin, jojo & yana in the other), we'll do the stuff together, from performing, & discussing on how to do our layouts. but we'll have to do our presentations differently though). man, we ROX!
our pix in the mrt
there was also my class' BBQ @ Justin's condo @ Casablanca. i came early @ 3 to his place after an EMP meeting & sit infront of the tv with him watching Spongebob Squarepants & World Cup music videos till our other classmates called for us to fetch them down. we got almost all of them together with the food & all & start the BBQ. it rained abit, but it didn't spoil our mood for the BBQ as it stopped. Irsyad was all over the pit incharge of the cooking (he IS our aspiring cook, after all), & i helped out on anything i can. I hate sitting ard doing nothing, i can tell u that. the BBQ was a total success, & it ended till late @ nite (11+pm). & bcos of that, i have to walk all the way home from the MRT station since the bus had stopped its operations by that time. but it was worth it, bcos i get to bring the whole tray of leftover BBQ chicken! YEAH!! FREE FOOD!!
the friends...
the FOOD!!
on weds was the Anbu Naruto photoshoot @ Fort Canning. Me, Spidey, Jes, Gem, Logic & Spidey's new friend Reen a.k.a Blaze came together to celebrate Gem's bdae dat day. Amenthyst & Doglover a.k.a Nanao (after the Nanao cosplay she did) couldn't make it @ the last minute, but that didn't stop us. we bought the food @ Plaza Singapura's Carrefour (we bought ALOT of snacks & sushi), got changed (me & Blaze jus sat @ the girls toilet while the others changed. We were kamekos for them that day) & hiked up Fort Canning. up there we while the 4 was doing their make up & putting their accessories on, Spidey engaged a conference call with Raina. All of us caught up on her doings & exchanged with our current updates. Apparently she got hooked up with a senior @ her skool SP, Dennis. She sounded so happy! Well, thats good, bcos she's been mopping abt her failing love life since i knew her. we began the shoot @ ard 4pm, roving all ard the park with them climbing on trees, stepping on ferns & up memorials to get the perfect poses. as usual, logic was our entertainer of the day, going on on his Hard Gay (he's a Hard Gay wannabe in our team. Hard Gay is a popular Japanese series, where a guy acting gay helping people with his gayish moves. Real funny! it's a hot topic for our cosplay team) & his crazy commentary on everything. after the shots, we played around throwing empty lemon tea bottles ard, chasing one another & to end it, all of us posed the Hard Gay trademark in the dark (hopefully no one recognized us in the pix). Gem had to go off early, and the others changed. Jus as i was abt to go off, my mom msged asking me to eat out 'cos she didn't cook. man, was i glad! get to spend more time with those ppl! after eating @ the foodcourt @ PS, we took cheapskate neoprints @ action city (basically sneaking into one of those neoprint machines & taking pixs with our own camera instead of paying $5-10 for prints from the machine) before we went our separate ways, & i went home with Blaze. We get to grill each other more abt ourselves. surprisingly she is like me in many ways, even though she's like 6 years older then me. so cool! & yesterday she jus made me & Gem her wives. i'm no fangirler, so i jus keep neutral abt it, but hey, it's funny! ahh.. strange habits of cosplayers.. connecting ourselves with one another with family relations... brothers, sisters, wives, husbands, uncles, aunts, etc. -_-||
& last fri was the Jap Cultural IG (JCIG) tea meeting. me & Zhang got together & walked to skool, getting to know each other personally. Yes, that's our 1st meeting. & all this while we've been talking on MSN. It didn't stop us from being awkward, which is cool. @ the tea, we got to played abit of bingo where we have to get others' signatures. it's an icebreaker, to cut it short. after that we were split into groups & had a quiz (man, the seniors really put some JRock most of us totally dunno abt. I only get to ans one qn for my grp, & that was "Who is the director of FFVII-AC & Who are the characters on the main movie cover" ANS: Tetsuya Nomura; Cloud Strife & Sephiroth son of Hojo & Lucrecia. Well, as a FF freak i would naturally know. we had to create a Kamen Rider Henshin move & presented, & then it was tea time! FOOD!! the food was great! looks like our JC is rich. during eating, me & Zhang discussed on our cosplay future, regarding his Sephiroth's Masamune which i will be doing, & also of him joining my Rozen Maiden grp for Cosfest as Jun. He's a real fine chap, nvr cosplayed before (only got to find out abt cosplay on the net), real cute (& that can be real irritating, depending on me on everything). yeah, he's cool.
our pix @ the Woodlands MRT station. he had to bend down alot to fit my height. !_!
when we separated, i went out with rui & raina chinatown. Raina has jus bought a new yellow wig for her Steller GSD costume @ a shop @ the Ppl's Park Complex, which sells any kind of wig for jus $40! & also some other stuff like bells, bangles & lacey gloves, all @ a very cheap price! must add this to the cosplay resource list! while she & rui went to the toilet to put on the wig, me & Dennis, who she brought along, get aquainted with each other. he was a funny & friendly chap. we got to click right on the spot. of course when the girls came back, i announced the warning to him abt the team (namely me, spidey, rui, jes, gem, logic & others) beating him up if he doesn't take care of her! haha! he gave a shocked look & laughed. rui had to ciao early to meet her cousin @ bugis, & the remaining 3 of us got on the MRT, them back to school for a practise performance, me back home -__-<<
Raina wearing her yellow wig with Dennis in the MRT
me & Justin went to the Streetfest yesterday(finally!)& worked from 11am-5pm. We ate @ Burger King for breakfast, then head to the office hut to start off. we were given black t-shirts for the job too. our 1st job was to carry tables & poles to the stage @ Cineleisure, before we were assigned to give away books on the Streetfest to the public. we went along the whole stretch of Orchard Road giving away abt 30 books, targetting school kids collecting donations & teens. After that, instead of going back to replenish our stock (there was @ least 150 more), we slacked off & sipped on milkshakes from MacDonalds until our mentor Melanie called me for us to be stationed @ the Youth Park for the Battle Of The Year (BOTY) Breakdance competition. it was the finals. i had to become the one taking attendence for the 4 final crews, and Justin had to do video recording on the whole show. we get to stand behind the sound people, taking in whatever we can to be applied for our EMP project, basicly the mixer & stuff. i still dun get why the mixer board needs so much spinners & controls for the sound. while Justin have to record the show, i jus slacked off & watched the competition. HAHAHA! man, even slacking off was tiring. in the end, Radical Forze won the competition, having to represent S'pore for the BOTY World Breakdance Competition @ Thailand later this year. I'm proud, b'cos one of my skool seniors is
in the team! I took some videos for our classmate Joel, who is also a breakdancer. He loves breakdancing to watch enuf videos! we get to go back earlier then xpected (we thought it was until 10pm, but WOOOPIE!) & i went straight home exhausted.
Justin sticking out his tongue while reading the Today newspaper on the MRT home. HAHAHA!
hmm... during the hols i spent alot of time with Justin. From the EMP meeting, mentorship, class, cool! he's a cool friend.
guess i'm abit happy now, after looking @ my long collection of pixs & listening to my songs. cool.... haha! today can't sleep late as usual (that would be 4 in the wee morning) bcos the hols is ending & skool starts 2mrw...jus when i was abt to have my rest..... back to presentations & RJs & whatevers... but i'll be looking forward to meet my classmates! ^-^
but now, i'm left all alone in this house in s'pore. they all went back, & i gota live here for another week b'cos of skool. the sec/pri skool kids won't start skool till the next 2 wks, so my bus uncle (we call our drivers that) won't be fetching jus for the sake of me, the only poly student in the bus (-_-). any kid would be happy being left alone in the house, but i dun really like it much. makes me feel lonely. i dunno. i don't interact much wif my family. but it's just too... silent in this house. not used to it? nah, i'm used to it. i guess it's jus my pms or something (others: pre menstrual stress. me: post menstrual stress). & i dun hav anyone to cook my meals or do my laundry or whatever. well, i guess i gotta learn the hard way, huh? like the survivor series. only this time, it's one wk instead of 30 days. that would be enuf, since it will be my first time staying by myself this long. GAMBARE NE!!!
oh yeah, haven't been updating u. the hols has been tiring, but fun, in a way. the tiring part is that i hav to go out almost everyday 4 the 2 wks, but it was cool. mostly it was mentorship & EMP grp meetings, but there was abit of cosplay outings too. the mentorship/EMP meetings were fun, bcos i have my closest mentorship & EMP mates with me. we stuck together like glue! yeah yeah! we've decided that even though we're split up (me, melvin, lareina & yanti in one grp, ann, justin, jojo & yana in the other), we'll do the stuff together, from performing, & discussing on how to do our layouts. but we'll have to do our presentations differently though). man, we ROX!
our pix in the mrt
there was also my class' BBQ @ Justin's condo @ Casablanca. i came early @ 3 to his place after an EMP meeting & sit infront of the tv with him watching Spongebob Squarepants & World Cup music videos till our other classmates called for us to fetch them down. we got almost all of them together with the food & all & start the BBQ. it rained abit, but it didn't spoil our mood for the BBQ as it stopped. Irsyad was all over the pit incharge of the cooking (he IS our aspiring cook, after all), & i helped out on anything i can. I hate sitting ard doing nothing, i can tell u that. the BBQ was a total success, & it ended till late @ nite (11+pm). & bcos of that, i have to walk all the way home from the MRT station since the bus had stopped its operations by that time. but it was worth it, bcos i get to bring the whole tray of leftover BBQ chicken! YEAH!! FREE FOOD!!
the friends...
the FOOD!!
on weds was the Anbu Naruto photoshoot @ Fort Canning. Me, Spidey, Jes, Gem, Logic & Spidey's new friend Reen a.k.a Blaze came together to celebrate Gem's bdae dat day. Amenthyst & Doglover a.k.a Nanao (after the Nanao cosplay she did) couldn't make it @ the last minute, but that didn't stop us. we bought the food @ Plaza Singapura's Carrefour (we bought ALOT of snacks & sushi), got changed (me & Blaze jus sat @ the girls toilet while the others changed. We were kamekos for them that day) & hiked up Fort Canning. up there we while the 4 was doing their make up & putting their accessories on, Spidey engaged a conference call with Raina. All of us caught up on her doings & exchanged with our current updates. Apparently she got hooked up with a senior @ her skool SP, Dennis. She sounded so happy! Well, thats good, bcos she's been mopping abt her failing love life since i knew her. we began the shoot @ ard 4pm, roving all ard the park with them climbing on trees, stepping on ferns & up memorials to get the perfect poses. as usual, logic was our entertainer of the day, going on on his Hard Gay (he's a Hard Gay wannabe in our team. Hard Gay is a popular Japanese series, where a guy acting gay helping people with his gayish moves. Real funny! it's a hot topic for our cosplay team) & his crazy commentary on everything. after the shots, we played around throwing empty lemon tea bottles ard, chasing one another & to end it, all of us posed the Hard Gay trademark in the dark (hopefully no one recognized us in the pix). Gem had to go off early, and the others changed. Jus as i was abt to go off, my mom msged asking me to eat out 'cos she didn't cook. man, was i glad! get to spend more time with those ppl! after eating @ the foodcourt @ PS, we took cheapskate neoprints @ action city (basically sneaking into one of those neoprint machines & taking pixs with our own camera instead of paying $5-10 for prints from the machine) before we went our separate ways, & i went home with Blaze. We get to grill each other more abt ourselves. surprisingly she is like me in many ways, even though she's like 6 years older then me. so cool! & yesterday she jus made me & Gem her wives. i'm no fangirler, so i jus keep neutral abt it, but hey, it's funny! ahh.. strange habits of cosplayers.. connecting ourselves with one another with family relations... brothers, sisters, wives, husbands, uncles, aunts, etc. -_-||
& last fri was the Jap Cultural IG (JCIG) tea meeting. me & Zhang got together & walked to skool, getting to know each other personally. Yes, that's our 1st meeting. & all this while we've been talking on MSN. It didn't stop us from being awkward, which is cool. @ the tea, we got to played abit of bingo where we have to get others' signatures. it's an icebreaker, to cut it short. after that we were split into groups & had a quiz (man, the seniors really put some JRock most of us totally dunno abt. I only get to ans one qn for my grp, & that was "Who is the director of FFVII-AC & Who are the characters on the main movie cover" ANS: Tetsuya Nomura; Cloud Strife & Sephiroth son of Hojo & Lucrecia. Well, as a FF freak i would naturally know. we had to create a Kamen Rider Henshin move & presented, & then it was tea time! FOOD!! the food was great! looks like our JC is rich. during eating, me & Zhang discussed on our cosplay future, regarding his Sephiroth's Masamune which i will be doing, & also of him joining my Rozen Maiden grp for Cosfest as Jun. He's a real fine chap, nvr cosplayed before (only got to find out abt cosplay on the net), real cute (& that can be real irritating, depending on me on everything). yeah, he's cool.
our pix @ the Woodlands MRT station. he had to bend down alot to fit my height. !_!
when we separated, i went out with rui & raina chinatown. Raina has jus bought a new yellow wig for her Steller GSD costume @ a shop @ the Ppl's Park Complex, which sells any kind of wig for jus $40! & also some other stuff like bells, bangles & lacey gloves, all @ a very cheap price! must add this to the cosplay resource list! while she & rui went to the toilet to put on the wig, me & Dennis, who she brought along, get aquainted with each other. he was a funny & friendly chap. we got to click right on the spot. of course when the girls came back, i announced the warning to him abt the team (namely me, spidey, rui, jes, gem, logic & others) beating him up if he doesn't take care of her! haha! he gave a shocked look & laughed. rui had to ciao early to meet her cousin @ bugis, & the remaining 3 of us got on the MRT, them back to school for a practise performance, me back home -__-<<
Raina wearing her yellow wig with Dennis in the MRT
me & Justin went to the Streetfest yesterday(finally!)& worked from 11am-5pm. We ate @ Burger King for breakfast, then head to the office hut to start off. we were given black t-shirts for the job too. our 1st job was to carry tables & poles to the stage @ Cineleisure, before we were assigned to give away books on the Streetfest to the public. we went along the whole stretch of Orchard Road giving away abt 30 books, targetting school kids collecting donations & teens. After that, instead of going back to replenish our stock (there was @ least 150 more), we slacked off & sipped on milkshakes from MacDonalds until our mentor Melanie called me for us to be stationed @ the Youth Park for the Battle Of The Year (BOTY) Breakdance competition. it was the finals. i had to become the one taking attendence for the 4 final crews, and Justin had to do video recording on the whole show. we get to stand behind the sound people, taking in whatever we can to be applied for our EMP project, basicly the mixer & stuff. i still dun get why the mixer board needs so much spinners & controls for the sound. while Justin have to record the show, i jus slacked off & watched the competition. HAHAHA! man, even slacking off was tiring. in the end, Radical Forze won the competition, having to represent S'pore for the BOTY World Breakdance Competition @ Thailand later this year. I'm proud, b'cos one of my skool seniors is
in the team! I took some videos for our classmate Joel, who is also a breakdancer. He loves breakdancing to watch enuf videos! we get to go back earlier then xpected (we thought it was until 10pm, but WOOOPIE!) & i went straight home exhausted.
Justin sticking out his tongue while reading the Today newspaper on the MRT home. HAHAHA!
hmm... during the hols i spent alot of time with Justin. From the EMP meeting, mentorship, class, cool! he's a cool friend.
guess i'm abit happy now, after looking @ my long collection of pixs & listening to my songs. cool.... haha! today can't sleep late as usual (that would be 4 in the wee morning) bcos the hols is ending & skool starts 2mrw...jus when i was abt to have my rest..... back to presentations & RJs & whatevers... but i'll be looking forward to meet my classmates! ^-^
Sunday, June 11, 2006
WWWOOOTTT!!
AAAA~~~I'm so happy!! Well, not really, but right now i feel contented! yehehe!
i'm watching ffvii-ac the eng vr on youtube. FINALLY!! i was waiting for it! i thought i'm nvr gonna watch this! comments? well, the quality's grainy, but that doesn't matter much since i watched it gazillions of times already & can practically regurgitate almost every japanese line in the movie. i jus wanna see how the voices sounds like in english. well, my comment is...it sucked. sorry to say that to my fav movie of all time (it will be, until square enix decides to produce another), but the voiceovers really sucked. it was obvious that the they didn't sync the jap pronouncation of the mouth to the english words. well, diehard fans like me would notice anyway. oh well. the only perfect voice that match the jap ver was Yazoo's. the others...>_< maybe it's the pronouncation that makes me wanna kill the vid. well, it already did it's job my killing the movie. it's the US pronounction that ticks us fans off, i guess. but maybe i'll be saying the same thing abt the jap ver if i were to see the eng ver 1st. who knows? hehe!
well, i'm happy, now i'm satisfied. i know now what the movie's trying to say. cool. now i can continue on with my thoughts. *dances around happily hugging the air*
my senior leo from the RP forum said that the streefest sucked. is that so? hm..yeah, it was the rain. but what else? ah.. i didn't get to watch the SGcosplay interview on Channel U today, but leo was kind enuf to post it on thread. i'll go watch tomorrow or something.
i didn't go to the streetfest for some...reasons. not that i dun wana. hm.. well, it's cool. yeah, i'm cool, being back to my old self. my ol' crazy self! or is it my period that's making me hyper? it's always like that. my ol' self is when i won't talk to anyone & be reserved. that's when ppl mistake me for being cool/cold (ouch for the cold part). but a few days in a month i'll be super talkative & being nice & active. that's when i get those woman stuff. hahaha! well, i don't understand that either. most girls/women will be in a crappy mood when it comes to this, but i experiance the opposite effect. isn't that great? i hate being crappy. not that i wanna be. jus the way i am? i dunno. i'm squall's lil' sis, rmbr? crappy outside, but thoughtful inside. haha! i try to be thoughtful & happy for both sides in my new life!
speaking of which, i need to go to sleep. tomorrow's my grp's EMP meeting @ 12pm @ Toa Payoh to discuss our grp separation (oh well, too bad. i like all of them.) + 2 other ppl joining our separated team. that means 4 to each team (8 in all). i have a feeling i'm gonna hate EMP (wait. i alredy do! & it calls itself the coolest club in the whole of RP! HAH! more like RP EMP Idol where they kick ppl out when they're not needed. it's a wonder how i get to be one of the 'elite' in the 1st place). After that, those in the mentorship (which is the original 6 of us) will have to leave for Dhoby Ghaut, being there @ 3.30pm to meet with the other mentorship pips. we'll then be @ the Substation for rehersals & lighting till 7pm. ha.. that means another late day. oh well (hmm.. this 'oh well' seem to be a habit now...weird..). it's a cool change.
OKOKOK!! SLEEEPPP!!!! OYASUMI!! *switchs of lappy* ^-^
i'm watching ffvii-ac the eng vr on youtube. FINALLY!! i was waiting for it! i thought i'm nvr gonna watch this! comments? well, the quality's grainy, but that doesn't matter much since i watched it gazillions of times already & can practically regurgitate almost every japanese line in the movie. i jus wanna see how the voices sounds like in english. well, my comment is...it sucked. sorry to say that to my fav movie of all time (it will be, until square enix decides to produce another), but the voiceovers really sucked. it was obvious that the they didn't sync the jap pronouncation of the mouth to the english words. well, diehard fans like me would notice anyway. oh well. the only perfect voice that match the jap ver was Yazoo's. the others...>_< maybe it's the pronouncation that makes me wanna kill the vid. well, it already did it's job my killing the movie. it's the US pronounction that ticks us fans off, i guess. but maybe i'll be saying the same thing abt the jap ver if i were to see the eng ver 1st. who knows? hehe!
well, i'm happy, now i'm satisfied. i know now what the movie's trying to say. cool. now i can continue on with my thoughts. *dances around happily hugging the air*
my senior leo from the RP forum said that the streefest sucked. is that so? hm..yeah, it was the rain. but what else? ah.. i didn't get to watch the SGcosplay interview on Channel U today, but leo was kind enuf to post it on thread. i'll go watch tomorrow or something.
i didn't go to the streetfest for some...reasons. not that i dun wana. hm.. well, it's cool. yeah, i'm cool, being back to my old self. my ol' crazy self! or is it my period that's making me hyper? it's always like that. my ol' self is when i won't talk to anyone & be reserved. that's when ppl mistake me for being cool/cold (ouch for the cold part). but a few days in a month i'll be super talkative & being nice & active. that's when i get those woman stuff. hahaha! well, i don't understand that either. most girls/women will be in a crappy mood when it comes to this, but i experiance the opposite effect. isn't that great? i hate being crappy. not that i wanna be. jus the way i am? i dunno. i'm squall's lil' sis, rmbr? crappy outside, but thoughtful inside. haha! i try to be thoughtful & happy for both sides in my new life!
speaking of which, i need to go to sleep. tomorrow's my grp's EMP meeting @ 12pm @ Toa Payoh to discuss our grp separation (oh well, too bad. i like all of them.) + 2 other ppl joining our separated team. that means 4 to each team (8 in all). i have a feeling i'm gonna hate EMP (wait. i alredy do! & it calls itself the coolest club in the whole of RP! HAH! more like RP EMP Idol where they kick ppl out when they're not needed. it's a wonder how i get to be one of the 'elite' in the 1st place). After that, those in the mentorship (which is the original 6 of us) will have to leave for Dhoby Ghaut, being there @ 3.30pm to meet with the other mentorship pips. we'll then be @ the Substation for rehersals & lighting till 7pm. ha.. that means another late day. oh well (hmm.. this 'oh well' seem to be a habit now...weird..). it's a cool change.
OKOKOK!! SLEEEPPP!!!! OYASUMI!! *switchs of lappy* ^-^
Thursday, June 08, 2006
Monday, June 05, 2006
i'm still awake...sugoi.
it's the middle of the morning. wooo..
hehe..i'm nuts maybe.
listening to my ff soundtrax. the bleach window on youtube was open since 2-3hrs ago & i still havn't finish it. i'm @ my new boon lay house. it's a small house. i rmbr the 1st time i stepped into this house. i wanna SCREAM!! but i held on. now i got my own room (there's only 2 rooms in this pathetic house), my own fan, my own bed, blah blah. the best part is my own internet! haha! i'm actually tapping someone else's. that person doesn't seem to mind. the thing abt s'pore is that it's connected almost everywhere. with that in mind u can tape all u like w/o paying a single cent on the net usage! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! & some more it's the hols...so heck, i can play 24hrs! hahaha!
tis fri there's gonna be a photoshoot @ Tampines. A bleach+any other anime u want. it's a bleach grp, namely me & the others i've listed down, + others who wanna join. cool. still haven't complete my rukia shinigami costume... then tis sat they'll be a naruto photoshoot. i dunno if i wanna cum for that. i dun hav the costume with me. on sun is the real day..the streetfest day! yeah! now i'm the i/c of the bleach team, since rui can't make it. she's gonna be on hol in m'sia. but i dun feel like turning up in costume... it's a pain. since the incident btwn scc & ssf, i'm bummed. esp now that i'll be part of ssf under my mentorship for my diploma expansion. but cosplay's my passion! i can't give up on it. so i dun noe if i should turn up. ok, i will, but not in costume. how abt that? yeah, maybe. i already hav an idea for a punk goth look on that day. well, c 1st.
oh, the FFAC grp is pushed back to EOY instead of nxt mth's cosfest. it's a sad case, but phew. now everybody can take their time on their costumes & props. some of them, like bohe, is doing it @ cosfest b'cos in eoy, they can't do it b'cos they have other obligations with other grps. i have obligations too, but i put the FFAC team in priority.
haiz..should i go to the streetfest to do volunteer work today? lazy, naturally. but it's part of my mentorship. blegh. well, lets see if justin goes. if he go, then i'll go to be stoned over there. if not, i'll be happily online all day long! hehe.
ok, till nxt time! i tink i btr get sm...zzzzzzzzzz.......
it's the middle of the morning. wooo..
hehe..i'm nuts maybe.
listening to my ff soundtrax. the bleach window on youtube was open since 2-3hrs ago & i still havn't finish it. i'm @ my new boon lay house. it's a small house. i rmbr the 1st time i stepped into this house. i wanna SCREAM!! but i held on. now i got my own room (there's only 2 rooms in this pathetic house), my own fan, my own bed, blah blah. the best part is my own internet! haha! i'm actually tapping someone else's. that person doesn't seem to mind. the thing abt s'pore is that it's connected almost everywhere. with that in mind u can tape all u like w/o paying a single cent on the net usage! MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA!! & some more it's the hols...so heck, i can play 24hrs! hahaha!
tis fri there's gonna be a photoshoot @ Tampines. A bleach+any other anime u want. it's a bleach grp, namely me & the others i've listed down, + others who wanna join. cool. still haven't complete my rukia shinigami costume... then tis sat they'll be a naruto photoshoot. i dunno if i wanna cum for that. i dun hav the costume with me. on sun is the real day..the streetfest day! yeah! now i'm the i/c of the bleach team, since rui can't make it. she's gonna be on hol in m'sia. but i dun feel like turning up in costume... it's a pain. since the incident btwn scc & ssf, i'm bummed. esp now that i'll be part of ssf under my mentorship for my diploma expansion. but cosplay's my passion! i can't give up on it. so i dun noe if i should turn up. ok, i will, but not in costume. how abt that? yeah, maybe. i already hav an idea for a punk goth look on that day. well, c 1st.
oh, the FFAC grp is pushed back to EOY instead of nxt mth's cosfest. it's a sad case, but phew. now everybody can take their time on their costumes & props. some of them, like bohe, is doing it @ cosfest b'cos in eoy, they can't do it b'cos they have other obligations with other grps. i have obligations too, but i put the FFAC team in priority.
haiz..should i go to the streetfest to do volunteer work today? lazy, naturally. but it's part of my mentorship. blegh. well, lets see if justin goes. if he go, then i'll go to be stoned over there. if not, i'll be happily online all day long! hehe.
ok, till nxt time! i tink i btr get sm...zzzzzzzzzz.......
Wednesday, May 24, 2006
SICK!!!!
i don't feel good today. man, i feel BLERGH. sick... lucky for me i'm staying nearby, for now. will be staying in s'pore for this wk & the nxt. till tuesday- woodlands hm, the rest @ our new flat @ boon lay. still got sch.. i wanna die.. well, not that meaning. gosh, i hate my throat. i hope it doesn't drag till so late. i'll just die.
this Sun i'm goin for the May cosplay outing. it's not an outing where we cosplay, really. it's more of outing for cosplayers. we just dress up normally & meet up. we're going hre:
Hans River on 28th May
Lunch 11.30-4pm
Venue: next to Simei Mrt .. East Point Mall
ppl who confirm, diedie will go:
takahan, jes, spidey, rini, ayu, logic, sasuke_dragon, zero_destiny, dz, poh, skye, acktosh, steevan, ayuathena, daisuke, eva, tsukikage, minosa + me
that's abt 19 of us? yeah. out of all of them, i only know 5 up close & personal (takahan, jes, spidey, logic & eva). the others all new. it'll be nice meeting all of them. spidey was happy that i'm going. i'm happy too. he's like a big brother to me now. can call him 兄さん now! that's big brother in jap. i kinda miss him not being online to chat with me. bored, u know? well, i'll be waiting!
man, this sickness is really getting to me. i hope i can come to sch tomorrow. it's science. everybody HATES science. but my team members r fun. Justin, Joel, Joycelyn, Qian Qian. Those ppl will nvr dump sch. That's cool, b'cos just today for enterprise, 7 ppl nvr come, & all of them were in the same clique, xcept for 1. i'm afraid of that. nah, trust my team. & hope i can come.
i may be the 1st ones to be interviewed by the EMP- Electronic Music Production, the one & only DJ club in any Poly in S'pore. I hate to be interviewed. i dun have any portfolios whatever. Mike says the heart & passion counts. man, i dunno if i can talk & be active @ this stage..... so sick.. & the sch library's closing. I should be heading home....watch BLEACH!!!
this Sun i'm goin for the May cosplay outing. it's not an outing where we cosplay, really. it's more of outing for cosplayers. we just dress up normally & meet up. we're going hre:
Hans River on 28th May
Lunch 11.30-4pm
Venue: next to Simei Mrt .. East Point Mall
ppl who confirm, diedie will go:
takahan, jes, spidey, rini, ayu, logic, sasuke_dragon, zero_destiny, dz, poh, skye, acktosh, steevan, ayuathena, daisuke, eva, tsukikage, minosa + me
that's abt 19 of us? yeah. out of all of them, i only know 5 up close & personal (takahan, jes, spidey, logic & eva). the others all new. it'll be nice meeting all of them. spidey was happy that i'm going. i'm happy too. he's like a big brother to me now. can call him 兄さん now! that's big brother in jap. i kinda miss him not being online to chat with me. bored, u know? well, i'll be waiting!
man, this sickness is really getting to me. i hope i can come to sch tomorrow. it's science. everybody HATES science. but my team members r fun. Justin, Joel, Joycelyn, Qian Qian. Those ppl will nvr dump sch. That's cool, b'cos just today for enterprise, 7 ppl nvr come, & all of them were in the same clique, xcept for 1. i'm afraid of that. nah, trust my team. & hope i can come.
i may be the 1st ones to be interviewed by the EMP- Electronic Music Production, the one & only DJ club in any Poly in S'pore. I hate to be interviewed. i dun have any portfolios whatever. Mike says the heart & passion counts. man, i dunno if i can talk & be active @ this stage..... so sick.. & the sch library's closing. I should be heading home....watch BLEACH!!!
Sunday, May 14, 2006
kichigai mood
i dunno what i feel abt this class anymore... it's changing alot. it's splitting, forming cliques... i dun feel that comfortable. Past experiances, if u know what i mean. sm ppl r givin me 'the eye' behind my back. what the HECK is going on??? man, i'm innocent in this. or am i? dunno, dun care... niwe, back to real life!
i jus found my FF VII disc 2 yesterday..man, was i so elated! i missed that game! even though i've gone through the whole thing for 5 times since the past 4yrs, it's still my no.1 game (well, besides SO: TTEOT). i think i'm going crazy over everything ff7. Blame that for that (I dun understand what I write 2)! ever since that movie came out (FF VII-AC), i've been worshipping sephiroth & the SHM for some unknown reason *OH KADAJ...OH YAZOO...OH LOZ.......OH SEPHIROTH!!!!!!* (crazy bats) Even my blog was sephi-remade (arigatou, neko-chan!!), as u can see. I liked sephiroth a long time ago, but it just boosted my interest lvl. PLAYPLAYPLAY!!
Cosplay...cool! I just love the goth wedding photoshoot! got to know more pips, like eva, jessica, razor, angeline...etc. the pics were jus fab! the experiance was real cool 2. it's just too bad rui wasn't there. jes was abit lost, tell ya. the rain jus spoilt everything, but our spirit lived on! beautiful, huh. just too bad i can't stay there till the end. it was already ard 8 when we got to the harbor front bus statn. reached hm ard 11. haha! that's the latest i ever went back hm for a long time (in fact, NEVER!!).
There's another photoshoot tis sun, a wedding goth wedding photoshoot agn, to replace the one rui didn't attend. hey, wait, a SUN?? man... i dunno if i wanna attend that. but heck, i love photoshoots!
i entered the mentorship programs for STA students. It's a gd start for us 1st yrs to kickoff our diploma projects. i'm not alone. Justin, my only STA classmate, jumped in the boat too, along with other 30+ students. Hey, we're shortlisted, ok! so only us chosen ppl get to do this. i esp enjoy the acting class (today's acting agn), but me & justin agreed to do backstage for the play. Yes, the whole project is abt producing a play. but when i read the backstage sched, makes me think twice. We're gonna work with the ppl @ StreetFest. StreetFest?! I'm cosplaying there! what if i end up working at the D'J Fest & can't cosplay? NOOOO!!!!!!!! I'm gonna rebel!! Nah, the 1st thing i'll do is ask Annie if i can transfer to another event of the StFest (hope i get the hip hop part!), if i can't, i'm gonna ask her if i can wear my Shinigami costume & give me some time to do photoshoots with my Bleach team. if not..I'm really gonna REBEL!!!! WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA!!!!
I notice that i keep staring at others' long hair. what in the PLANET is WRONG with ME?! Ok, that, i know the reason. i'm gonna cosplay aerith for cosfest. & i'm STOOPID enuf to go & cut my hair. Hey, not that i have any choice! my hair's splittin! i'm not gonna suffer under that any longer! but i miss my butt-length hair... nvm, grow agn! but rite now i have a big prob. TO WHOEVER READING THIS BLOG OUT THERE & KNOWS WHO I LOOK LIKE: DO I NEED A WIG??? gosh, i'm going crazy over this! I'm completing my aerith costume soon (heck, haven't even done my Shinigami costume), but Sephi-Zhang begged me to do his props for him. Hey, like i have the time. I can't believe i fell for his stupid puppy phrases on MSN. I'm not promising him though. HAHAHAHA!!!
*jumps up & down & do the edea dance to liberi fatali with masamune in hand, ready to chop off anyone's head*
i jus found my FF VII disc 2 yesterday..man, was i so elated! i missed that game! even though i've gone through the whole thing for 5 times since the past 4yrs, it's still my no.1 game (well, besides SO: TTEOT). i think i'm going crazy over everything ff7. Blame that for that (I dun understand what I write 2)! ever since that movie came out (FF VII-AC), i've been worshipping sephiroth & the SHM for some unknown reason *OH KADAJ...OH YAZOO...OH LOZ.......OH SEPHIROTH!!!!!!* (crazy bats) Even my blog was sephi-remade (arigatou, neko-chan!!), as u can see. I liked sephiroth a long time ago, but it just boosted my interest lvl. PLAYPLAYPLAY!!
Cosplay...cool! I just love the goth wedding photoshoot! got to know more pips, like eva, jessica, razor, angeline...etc. the pics were jus fab! the experiance was real cool 2. it's just too bad rui wasn't there. jes was abit lost, tell ya. the rain jus spoilt everything, but our spirit lived on! beautiful, huh. just too bad i can't stay there till the end. it was already ard 8 when we got to the harbor front bus statn. reached hm ard 11. haha! that's the latest i ever went back hm for a long time (in fact, NEVER!!).
There's another photoshoot tis sun, a wedding goth wedding photoshoot agn, to replace the one rui didn't attend. hey, wait, a SUN?? man... i dunno if i wanna attend that. but heck, i love photoshoots!
i entered the mentorship programs for STA students. It's a gd start for us 1st yrs to kickoff our diploma projects. i'm not alone. Justin, my only STA classmate, jumped in the boat too, along with other 30+ students. Hey, we're shortlisted, ok! so only us chosen ppl get to do this. i esp enjoy the acting class (today's acting agn), but me & justin agreed to do backstage for the play. Yes, the whole project is abt producing a play. but when i read the backstage sched, makes me think twice. We're gonna work with the ppl @ StreetFest. StreetFest?! I'm cosplaying there! what if i end up working at the D'J Fest & can't cosplay? NOOOO!!!!!!!! I'm gonna rebel!! Nah, the 1st thing i'll do is ask Annie if i can transfer to another event of the StFest (hope i get the hip hop part!), if i can't, i'm gonna ask her if i can wear my Shinigami costume & give me some time to do photoshoots with my Bleach team. if not..I'm really gonna REBEL!!!! WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA!!!!
I notice that i keep staring at others' long hair. what in the PLANET is WRONG with ME?! Ok, that, i know the reason. i'm gonna cosplay aerith for cosfest. & i'm STOOPID enuf to go & cut my hair. Hey, not that i have any choice! my hair's splittin! i'm not gonna suffer under that any longer! but i miss my butt-length hair... nvm, grow agn! but rite now i have a big prob. TO WHOEVER READING THIS BLOG OUT THERE & KNOWS WHO I LOOK LIKE: DO I NEED A WIG??? gosh, i'm going crazy over this! I'm completing my aerith costume soon (heck, haven't even done my Shinigami costume), but Sephi-Zhang begged me to do his props for him. Hey, like i have the time. I can't believe i fell for his stupid puppy phrases on MSN. I'm not promising him though. HAHAHAHA!!!
*jumps up & down & do the edea dance to liberi fatali with masamune in hand, ready to chop off anyone's head*
Wednesday, April 19, 2006
man, i really regret not goin to that group...ah...wanna scream!!!! but rlax..I'm with my own comfort friends, so cool. it's too quiet today.. i hate it. everyone's on their own. I'm gonna hate this lesson. Ok, without Fu Ann, I'm the chaos maker in the class. But wuuu...i wanna die of boredom sia.. it's just that sm types of ppl can make me noisy & sm so quiet. Waa... all girls in my group... makin me nuts. I prefer at least one guy in the group. Yeah, smhow a guy usually perk my crazyness for sm reasn. & i'm so far away from innocence. the heck? 4geddit. I'll be stuck for the next 16 wks in this team. Haizzz..... wat's wrong wif me? is it b'cos... nah, 4geddit. it can nvr happn in this life, or any other life! innocence is.. AAAAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
Wah... Poly...
Now's the 3rd day of official Poly life in RP. Tell you the truth, I was abit disappointed on how they run things here. But if not for my great bunch of classmates, I'l be regretting I ever even been here. Wat caused my disappointment? Well.. i'm NOT learning what I'm SUPPOSE to learn! I mean, I took up New Media, xpecting super fun animating & all, but u know what we ALL 1st yrs had to go through? Basic science, math, problem solving, enterprise &.. what's the other one... oh yeah, communication! Ok, fine, I admit, those skills will strongly help me in my future, but I dun xpect to learn it now! & we'll be like this for like the next 16 wks! Most of us felt cheated on the system, but what to do.. we're already part of it. Gotta get used to it, ya? My class.. the greatest ppl I ever met! I mean, they're really cool, even tho abit silent. Shy, I guess. But once we got to know each other, it got the ball rolling! So far, I'v known mimi, amira, loga, jian yong, melissa, jasmine, joel, cindy & aminah in close proximity. It's the team thingie that did the job. I wonder who'll be in my next group for the next subject, problem solving. Oh, it's Loga, Jian Yong (agn! Wah, 3 days in a row, man!) Ka Lam (cal) & Wee Lee. Man, class's starting... today's enterprise istead. Yer, the facilitator looks so serious. Reminds me of my physics tcher.. yoks. Ok, class starting..
Wednesday, March 29, 2006
Friday, March 10, 2006
Cool??
Can't bliv it, but I'm staying over @ my cosplayr fren Rui. It's not like I wanna, it's just that if I go back..cut this short, I'm just lazy to go back after hanging out with the girls. Yeah, yesterday me, rui, neko, jes & raina went shopping. Agn. It was cool. It's hard to seperate when u'r havin so much fun, & guess what I ended up doing. This. Well, yeah, maybe it's a chance of a lifetime or something. Very paiseh 2. It's cool, I guess..
Ysterday was wow. Had alot of fun I rmemberd the feeling I"v forgotten in yonks. & thinkin..well, I'v got a packd sched next wk. Maybe goin out for the cosplay shopping with Snowhart (c if the girls r up to it).
Ysterday was wow. Had alot of fun I rmemberd the feeling I"v forgotten in yonks. & thinkin..well, I'v got a packd sched next wk. Maybe goin out for the cosplay shopping with Snowhart (c if the girls r up to it).
Thursday, March 02, 2006
NANI???!!!!
Wow...I got into republic poly. the New Media. Well, not my 1st choice, but watever. Closer to home!! Yeah! WOOHOOO!!! I dun care where I end up, really. As long as it's something to do with animation & stuff, I'm SOOOOOO in!!! HAHAHAHAHAH!!!! Well, it's cool. & for dat I'm gettin a new laptop!! Dat cool or wat?? I hope it'l be a meaningful poly life. Not like my sec life, SOOO ABSOPOSILUTIVELY BORING!! Ok, I'm sounding crazy. 4getit. I tink I'm gonna get the Acer with the Centrino Duo. Heard it's the latest, or something. Still got a budget to think abt tho. Hah... wel, @ least I got somethin to fiddle abt with. I'l even have internet on it! Broadband 4 life, man! When I get dat, nobody's gonna peel me away from my notebook! I'l even use it in the loo! Nah, wudn't want to get it fried in the water. But almost everywhere I go, it's gonna be with me! GUAHAHAHAHAHAH (I'm startin to sound like Heidigger of FF VII. YUGH!)
Finally, the moment I've been waiting 4....my Cosplay Life is Official!! WHOOOHOOO!! Man, it's a whole new world for me. I've been involvd 4 a long time, but I don't get this much of freedom. I love being a graduate! Oh yeah, this year's projects-
Feb SMU U- Goth
Mar WinterFest- Goth
Apr DJ Fest (or watever)- Ninja from.. I 4got. Gotta check
Jun StreetFest- Kuchiki Rukia @ Bleach
Jul MOY Cosfest- Aerith @ Final Fantasy VII AC (I can't blive I'm gonna b her)
Dec EOY Cosfest- ???? (Havn't decided yet)
I'm with a grp 4 Bleach & AC. Currently there's 8 ppl in the Bleach grp & ALOT in the AC team. Current list states 12 & growing. We'r suppose to hav a meeting this sunday, but I dunno if I'm goin. Mite b out. Dunno. Ruizou & Raina not goin b'cos of comitments. I dun wanna go alone if I'm goin! I won't know anyone, well, except for the hansome/pretty Jesuke (she's a girl. Period.). I may even 4get what she looks like. AH.... it's a small cosplay world. Everybody knows everybody.. I don't. Man, this just... Wooops. Well, I'm just glad I'm active.
I had a major argument with Sagel. It's like he's being 2 much! I mean, I'm his sister, godsister,ok, & I made it clear. He's like trying to make a move on me! Yeah, I love him, but as a brother, I respect him. He has to respect me too if he wants us to be happy. If I have a boyfriend, I'm gonna feel miserable. Not that I don't want 1, it's just dat rite now, I need an older brother more then ever. & the last time I remember talking to him was on the phone. He was crying. Uh..tell u the truth, I hate weaknesses. I just dunno wat to do in these kinds of situations. Rite now, Jamien's acting his brotherly roles on me. I like him. He's those kind types. Advices me alot. Tsu's trying to patch me & Sagel-ni 2gdr agn, but I ain't botherin.
Lately, Sagel's been pretty violent in his singin. As in those rocker types. I'm concern abt dat. I know he's stressed up b'cos of this. I want to be there for him too, but unless he learns how to be with what I am, I can't. I guess this is another of those sibling arguments. I hope. Hahaha! I'm gonna tell everyone of my posting results when I get home! YEAH!!
Finally, the moment I've been waiting 4....my Cosplay Life is Official!! WHOOOHOOO!! Man, it's a whole new world for me. I've been involvd 4 a long time, but I don't get this much of freedom. I love being a graduate! Oh yeah, this year's projects-
Feb SMU U- Goth
Mar WinterFest- Goth
Apr DJ Fest (or watever)- Ninja from.. I 4got. Gotta check
Jun StreetFest- Kuchiki Rukia @ Bleach
Jul MOY Cosfest- Aerith @ Final Fantasy VII AC (I can't blive I'm gonna b her)
Dec EOY Cosfest- ???? (Havn't decided yet)
I'm with a grp 4 Bleach & AC. Currently there's 8 ppl in the Bleach grp & ALOT in the AC team. Current list states 12 & growing. We'r suppose to hav a meeting this sunday, but I dunno if I'm goin. Mite b out. Dunno. Ruizou & Raina not goin b'cos of comitments. I dun wanna go alone if I'm goin! I won't know anyone, well, except for the hansome/pretty Jesuke (she's a girl. Period.). I may even 4get what she looks like. AH.... it's a small cosplay world. Everybody knows everybody.. I don't. Man, this just... Wooops. Well, I'm just glad I'm active.
I had a major argument with Sagel. It's like he's being 2 much! I mean, I'm his sister, godsister,ok, & I made it clear. He's like trying to make a move on me! Yeah, I love him, but as a brother, I respect him. He has to respect me too if he wants us to be happy. If I have a boyfriend, I'm gonna feel miserable. Not that I don't want 1, it's just dat rite now, I need an older brother more then ever. & the last time I remember talking to him was on the phone. He was crying. Uh..tell u the truth, I hate weaknesses. I just dunno wat to do in these kinds of situations. Rite now, Jamien's acting his brotherly roles on me. I like him. He's those kind types. Advices me alot. Tsu's trying to patch me & Sagel-ni 2gdr agn, but I ain't botherin.
Lately, Sagel's been pretty violent in his singin. As in those rocker types. I'm concern abt dat. I know he's stressed up b'cos of this. I want to be there for him too, but unless he learns how to be with what I am, I can't. I guess this is another of those sibling arguments. I hope. Hahaha! I'm gonna tell everyone of my posting results when I get home! YEAH!!
Monday, February 13, 2006
O LVL RESULTS!!!!
I can't BELIEVE IT!!! I PASSSSEEEEDDDDD!!!!! Every freaking subject!!!! WHOOOOOHOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! Flying colors too... ok, not, but enuf to get me tothe courses i want. WHOOOOOHOOO!!! I just registered the courses today. But I didn't print the varification slip. Heck it. They don't need it, rite? I hope not. Jeez. This guys @ MIRC anime r teasing me agn. Shucks. Wat stuck up ppl. I'm never goin to chat there agn. Hmph. I made progress in FF VII- DoC! Actually, I completed it. In like 1 1/2 days. Easy. I love the game man!Anything to do wif FF jus RAWKZ!!! HUAHAUAHAUAHAUA!!! Ok, I'm sounding crazy. My friends, ok. My life, BORING as usual. I'm going crazy 4 Gackt's songs alredy. Man, I just love J-Rock. I'm gonna recommand it to my band members to play @ our next gig which is in.. I dunno. I'm gonna do it anyway. I can almost imagine myself rocking away over the lead. I dunno if Sagel can pull over Gackt's high voice. I can, in a fem way. Duh! Tsudane-kun wud surely agree wif me. He just loves a good beat. Jamien wud have to play the support on this one, tho. I wonder what Kade will think. He's so.. wat my teach Henry said abt me in the testimony? Oh yeah, reticent. Or watever. Well, I'm not. Ok, maybe in a way. But U can't blame me 4 those guys, or rather, girls, hating me 4 wat I am. Kade's always giving me that dislike look. What have I done to deserve that??? Jus b'cos Sagel treats me like his little sister (man, he's figgin protective, but crazy like Tsudane, so it's cool). Jamien's the kind 1, the goodie2. But Kade, it's like..well, smthing mysterious, his aura. I kinda like it. But he dosn't seem to like me (is it b'cos I'm the only girl in the band? & I'm doing the lead guitar?). Too bad. Heck, gotta go!
Thursday, January 26, 2006
oh, heck it.. I'm stuck in this internet cafe... Loud music... Kinda catchy.. but I need to get outa here. Have I found all the info I want? Dunno.. Oh, hey I'll just love to go home & jam on the ps2 again. Now that I finished Kingdom Hearts & KH2 (WOOOHOOOO!!!! Sephiroth KAKOIIII!!!!), I'm like left with... alot of games. Shadow Hearts 2 (but I dun really like, though I must admit Yuri IS funny), Magna Carta ToB (I almost finished that one, but some IDIOT had to delete that 90+++hrs of gaming! DO you KNOW how long I have to get that done!!!) Guess I'll replay FFVIII. I just LOVE Squall. Not in a girl-boy thing. It's just that he reminds me alot of myself. & we even have a scar on our face (but I didn't get mine b'cos my rival slashed me with his gunblade). Makes me laugh alot, seeing him. Humorous. I think I'm hungry. No, I am. I havn't had a sip/bite of anything since I woke up! Wait, I did have sm hot chocolate.. Don't count. I'm still hungry!!
Man, 1st day & I'm already on the dole prob. Like so not cool. Yeah, cool, cosplaying's great. But I'm like so totally BROKE! Gotta get a job quick... hope to cos as something on the next event. In 3 wks time? I dunno how I'm gonna scrap cash. I guess all I can do now is design & research for accessories. When I do get the cash, I'll spend it all like a typhoon! Nah, that's not gd. My brothers I trying to help, what do they know? If they come to an event, all people do is scream b'cos...well...costume or no, they still look good... how gifted. Oh well.. gotta be independent on this one.
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