SICK!!!!

i don't feel good today. man, i feel BLERGH. sick... lucky for me i'm staying nearby, for now. will be staying in s'pore for this wk & the nxt. till tuesday- woodlands hm, the rest @ our new flat @ boon lay. still got sch.. i wanna die.. well, not that meaning. gosh, i hate my throat. i hope it doesn't drag till so late. i'll just die.

this Sun i'm goin for the May cosplay outing. it's not an outing where we cosplay, really. it's more of outing for cosplayers. we just dress up normally & meet up. we're going hre:

Hans River on 28th May
Lunch 11.30-4pm
Venue: next to Simei Mrt .. East Point Mall

ppl who confirm, diedie will go:
takahan, jes, spidey, rini, ayu, logic, sasuke_dragon, zero_destiny, dz, poh, skye, acktosh, steevan, ayuathena, daisuke, eva, tsukikage, minosa + me

that's abt 19 of us? yeah. out of all of them, i only know 5 up close & personal (takahan, jes, spidey, logic & eva). the others all new. it'll be nice meeting all of them. spidey was happy that i'm going. i'm happy too. he's like a big brother to me now. can call him 兄さん now! that's big brother in jap. i kinda miss him not being online to chat with me. bored, u know? well, i'll be waiting!

man, this sickness is really getting to me. i hope i can come to sch tomorrow. it's science. everybody HATES science. but my team members r fun. Justin, Joel, Joycelyn, Qian Qian. Those ppl will nvr dump sch. That's cool, b'cos just today for enterprise, 7 ppl nvr come, & all of them were in the same clique, xcept for 1. i'm afraid of that. nah, trust my team. & hope i can come.

i may be the 1st ones to be interviewed by the EMP- Electronic Music Production, the one & only DJ club in any Poly in S'pore. I hate to be interviewed. i dun have any portfolios whatever. Mike says the heart & passion counts. man, i dunno if i can talk & be active @ this stage..... so sick.. & the sch library's closing. I should be heading home....watch BLEACH!!!

kichigai mood

i dunno what i feel abt this class anymore... it's changing alot. it's splitting, forming cliques... i dun feel that comfortable. Past experiances, if u know what i mean. sm ppl r givin me 'the eye' behind my back. what the HECK is going on??? man, i'm innocent in this. or am i? dunno, dun care... niwe, back to real life!

i jus found my FF VII disc 2 yesterday..man, was i so elated! i missed that game! even though i've gone through the whole thing for 5 times since the past 4yrs, it's still my no.1 game (well, besides SO: TTEOT). i think i'm going crazy over everything ff7. Blame that for that (I dun understand what I write 2)! ever since that movie came out (FF VII-AC), i've been worshipping sephiroth & the SHM for some unknown reason *OH KADAJ...OH YAZOO...OH LOZ.......OH SEPHIROTH!!!!!!* (crazy bats) Even my blog was sephi-remade (arigatou, neko-chan!!), as u can see. I liked sephiroth a long time ago, but it just boosted my interest lvl. PLAYPLAYPLAY!!

Cosplay...cool! I just love the goth wedding photoshoot! got to know more pips, like eva, jessica, razor, angeline...etc. the pics were jus fab! the experiance was real cool 2. it's just too bad rui wasn't there. jes was abit lost, tell ya. the rain jus spoilt everything, but our spirit lived on! beautiful, huh. just too bad i can't stay there till the end. it was already ard 8 when we got to the harbor front bus statn. reached hm ard 11. haha! that's the latest i ever went back hm for a long time (in fact, NEVER!!).

There's another photoshoot tis sun, a wedding goth wedding photoshoot agn, to replace the one rui didn't attend. hey, wait, a SUN?? man... i dunno if i wanna attend that. but heck, i love photoshoots!

i entered the mentorship programs for STA students. It's a gd start for us 1st yrs to kickoff our diploma projects. i'm not alone. Justin, my only STA classmate, jumped in the boat too, along with other 30+ students. Hey, we're shortlisted, ok! so only us chosen ppl get to do this. i esp enjoy the acting class (today's acting agn), but me & justin agreed to do backstage for the play. Yes, the whole project is abt producing a play. but when i read the backstage sched, makes me think twice. We're gonna work with the ppl @ StreetFest. StreetFest?! I'm cosplaying there! what if i end up working at the D'J Fest & can't cosplay? NOOOO!!!!!!!! I'm gonna rebel!! Nah, the 1st thing i'll do is ask Annie if i can transfer to another event of the StFest (hope i get the hip hop part!), if i can't, i'm gonna ask her if i can wear my Shinigami costume & give me some time to do photoshoots with my Bleach team. if not..I'm really gonna REBEL!!!! WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA!!!!

I notice that i keep staring at others' long hair. what in the PLANET is WRONG with ME?! Ok, that, i know the reason. i'm gonna cosplay aerith for cosfest. & i'm STOOPID enuf to go & cut my hair. Hey, not that i have any choice! my hair's splittin! i'm not gonna suffer under that any longer! but i miss my butt-length hair... nvm, grow agn! but rite now i have a big prob. TO WHOEVER READING THIS BLOG OUT THERE & KNOWS WHO I LOOK LIKE: DO I NEED A WIG??? gosh, i'm going crazy over this! I'm completing my aerith costume soon (heck, haven't even done my Shinigami costume), but Sephi-Zhang begged me to do his props for him. Hey, like i have the time. I can't believe i fell for his stupid puppy phrases on MSN. I'm not promising him though. HAHAHAHA!!!

*jumps up & down & do the edea dance to liberi fatali with masamune in hand, ready to chop off anyone's head*